Saturday night.

Jakob was really tired tonight and fell asleep as soon as his head hit the pillow almost. Normally he doesn't want to be covered by the quilt but tonight I think he was a bit cold. The weather was nice today but a bit cooler and he still wanted to wear shorts and a t-shirt

Isak always goes to sleep very easily at 7pm. I feed him, wrap him and feed him a bit more until he is more or less asleep. After that I don't hear from him until he wants his next feed. Normally I feed him 2 times a night and the last 1-2 hours in the morning he sleeps with me in bed. Not a good habit but it makes him sleep until about 7 instead of waking up between 5-6. Not sure if I will be able to do that for so much longer. He is getting cuter by the day and is so smiley and happy at the moment. Even at night he tries to get eye contact with me and wants to smile. I can't help myself sometimes and we smile to each other for a while but I am so worried he will wake up too much and won't go back to sleep.

Feeding during the day is still a bit hard. When I am at home I always go in to the bedroom and turn off the light to try to have no distractions around us. I lean my head back and make sure I don't look at him and that's working quite well. Being out and about makes it harder but we can still manage.